kym 3.0

kym 3.0 http://acideuri.multiply.com/ welcome to the proof of my existence Fri, 5 Dec 2008 06:57:49 -0000 Wed, 3 Dec 2008 11:45:51 -0000 kym 3.0 http://images.acideuri.multiply.com/logo http://acideuri.multiply.com/ 100 100 things to be desired Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as per... http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/46/things_to_be_desired Wed, 3 Dec 2008 11:45:51 -0000 my passion http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/48/my_passion Thu, 2 Oct 2008 20:51:30 -0000 still alive hola! just got home from the hospital and yes the operation was successfull... I was operated Tuesday 9/16/2008, 1:30 pm and it was one hell of a cocktail of pain, pain relievers, pretty nurses and more pain... stay tuned for pics... thank you for the prayers...  http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/45/still_alive Fri, 19 Sep 2008 20:46:46 -0000 end of an ordeal Its been a while... but anyways, I'm near the end of an ordeal I've been having with a stone that's lodged in my right ureter. Hopefully by next week I will be rid of this troublesome crystal that pretty much messed up my life... I will be going under the knife by Tuesday and if everything goes well I will be out of the hospital in five days time. But if luck plays a very cruel trick on me (yes, I am scared shitless)... I'd like to take this chance to apologize to everybody I've hurt because of my insensitivity and thoughtlessness; to everybody I've let down, I'm sorry and thank you for giving me the chance.I know its so typical but its better late than too late. If you're reading this and you consider yourself as one of my friends, I could sure use your prayers right about now. Thank you. http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/44/end_of_an_ordeal Fri, 5 Sep 2008 18:00:24 -0000 grace's hospital time (gaya-gaya) http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/45/graces_hospital_time_gaya-gaya Thu, 4 Sep 2008 05:31:28 -0000 more maxims ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when... http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/42/more_maxims Mon, 14 Jul 2008 08:35:41 -0000 maxims to live by <blockquote style="font-family: garamond,adobe garamond;font-weight: bold;color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> 1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked. 2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them. 3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there. 4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy. 5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal. 6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved. 7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained. 8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself. 9. Do not harm little children. 10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food. 11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy hi... http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/41/maxims_to_live_by Mon, 14 Jul 2008 08:32:15 -0000 why? Gently masked by a cynical wall Engulfed in this transcending fall Never dishonest within a lie Instant allegory qualify Ending unstarted stories Victims... aren't we? Ensnared by unertainties   Aloft and yet still drowning Numb in this coming and going Nothing left to be seen Envisioning what might have been   Day and night i stray Even inside this old room Lost in my own way   Countless thoughts come soaring An endless flow of visions come pouring Sleep brings me no rest Time is ever at arrest In this ever chaotic berth Living frustrations come to birth Lasting me this lifetime what have i done... is this such a crime? http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/40/why Mon, 14 Jul 2008 08:17:53 -0000 bad-ass bald man of steel? http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/44/bad-ass_bald_man_of_steel Sun, 13 Jul 2008 02:11:27 -0000 laff line june 28, 2008 http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/43/laff_line_june_28_2008 Sun, 13 Jul 2008 01:44:43 -0000 the day green iced tea got me drunk http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/42/the_day_green_iced_tea_got_me_drunk Sun, 13 Jul 2008 01:38:45 -0000 AcidRadio in Bela Bar, June 28, 2008 thanks for the pics http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/41/AcidRadio_in_Bela_Bar_June_28_2008 Sun, 13 Jul 2008 01:35:56 -0000 worlds collide We never talked about it Cause you never even cared And what you really wanted I never even had Cause what may seem right And what may be wrong Seems out of sight In this place we belong Giving everything Giving everything for love I'm finding out that its not enough Theres nothing left between you and I I'm finding faith but losing us (I'm losing us) When worlds collide Together we seem perfect A fairy tale for sure And looking on the outside You'd never even know We're just not right When compromise is wrong Seems out of sight In this place we belong Giving everything Giving everything for love I'm finding out that its not enough Theres nothing left between you and I I'm finding faith but losing us (I'm losing us) When worlds collide We're just not right When compromise is wrong Seems out of sight In this place we belong Giving everything Giving everything for love I'm finding out that its not enough Theres nothing left between you and I I'm finding faith but losing us (I'm lo... http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/36/worlds_collide Thu, 10 Jul 2008 03:18:47 -0000 old photos http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/40/old_photos_ Wed, 9 Jul 2008 15:56:13 -0000 ... I don't know where to start Say I'm tired or throw a party These cucumber eyes are lying the more that i smile about it And all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways I don't like it I'm adoring you It's all good You're so beautiful I'm black and blue all over You're breaking my flow How could you know what I'm saying about it When all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways I don't like it I feel so powerless I've got to stop it somehow Oh come on what can i do? Why's it happening How's it happening without me Why's it happening How's it happening that she feels it without me It's good to be in love It really does suit you Just like everything I'm happy you're in love 'Cause every color goes where you do these are the times i feel like a "song"... to those who understand, i extend my hand http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/35/. Wed, 9 Jul 2008 15:12:21 -0000 one cool song JUST FOR NOW Imogen Heap It's that time of year, Leave all our hopelessnesses aside (if just for a little while) Tears stop right here, I know we've all had a bumpy ride (I’m secretly on your side) How did you know? It's what I always wanted, You can never have too many of these Will ya quit kicking me under the table? I'm trying, will somebody make her shut up about it? Can we settle down please? It's that time of year, Leave all our hopelessnesses aside (if just for a little while) Tears stop right here, I know we've all had a bumpy ride (I’m secretly on your side) Bite your tongue Deep breaths Count to ten Nod your head (sniff sniff) I think something is burning, Now you've ruined the whole thing Muffle the smoke alarm Whoever put on this music Had better quick, sharp, remove it Pour me another Oh, don't wag your finger at me It's that time of year, Leave all our hopelessnesses aside (if just for a little while) Tears stop right here, I know we've all had a bumpy ride (I’m secr... http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/31/one_cool_song Tue, 8 Jul 2008 04:52:54 -0000 la familia grasas live in batangas http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/38/la_familia_grasas_live_in_batangas Tue, 8 Jul 2008 04:13:55 -0000 soundtrack of my life http://acideuri.multiply.com/music/item/10/soundtrack_of_my_life Thu, 3 Jul 2008 22:22:01 -0000 the sick story lemme tell you a story 'bout a dumb fuck, who's got sand for brains and who thought he could conquer the world... well anything is possible... even failure. so the shit-faced asswipe ended up bent and broken, all alone and miserable in his fucked up-lame-excuse-for-a-room, asking himself "how in the hell did this happen to me?", "how could someone manage to ruin his life in a short span of time?". so with a quick push of desperation this LOSER got up, went straight to his cabinet, opened his drawer and took his gun and waited... he waited for another reason to end his crappy insignificant life. he waited for that one good reason to give up... and then she came to mind. and there was silence... and there was peace... right after the loud blast... and that was the end of the sick sonuvafuck who was in search for the one thing everyone craved... to my stupid friend, I piss on your grave you piece o'shit to her, you deserve to die and rot in hell bitch http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/29/the_sick_story Tue, 1 Jul 2008 02:30:43 -0000 bela ber gig june 21 http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/36/bela_ber_gig_june_21 Mon, 30 Jun 2008 05:52:25 -0000 Cogito Ergo Sum what are we? what am I? how do I know that I am here. a thought once dawned as I was observing a bum... he was going along with his own business, probably unaware of the world around him, or he might have been in his own world, a world presented to him by his perception. then it hit me... how do we know that our perception of everything is real. what if what we know or what is around us is only a figment of our imagination. imagine this, you wake up, take a bath, get dressed, head on to work or school, but then in reality you are a homeless bum on the streets of Quiapo. the reality as presented is the one in your mind only, but you believe that what you see around you is real. an insane man is not aware that he is insane. he just goes about on his own, thinking he is sane. so the question once again is who are we, what are we. my answer: I think, therefore I am...  I am what I am aware I am, for without awareness of our existence what are we. http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/28/Cogito_Ergo_Sum Mon, 30 Jun 2008 04:38:28 -0000 hedonism Hedonism, by Skunk Anansie goes: "Just because it feels good doesn't make it right", I hope it also works the other way around... just because it feels bad doesn't make it wrong. I dunno if I just did sumthin' right, cause I'm feeling really crappy now. Patience has left me, I did not tire of waiting, its just that its evident that what I'm waiting for is not possible, so I think. I can't blame anyone, I subjected myself to this. I hope tomorrow stings a little less. I'm starting to realize sumthin' I read... a philosopher once said, "Life is pure pain, pleasure is just a brief absence of pain"... so I guess I have to start savoring each pleasurable event of my life, cause shit happens everyday. Think about that. http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/27/hedonism Fri, 27 Jun 2008 18:54:07 -0000 clientlogic days http://acideuri.multiply.com/photos/album/35/clientlogic_days Wed, 18 Jun 2008 03:21:07 -0000 spirit carries on one of my favorite songs SPIRIT CARRIES ONdreamtheater   where did we come from why are we here where do we go when we die what lies beyond and what lay before is anything certain in life   they say life is to short the here and the now and we're only given one shot but could that be all have i lived here before or could this be all that i've got Chorus  if i die tomorrow i'll be alright because i believe that after we're gone the spirit carries on i used to be frightened of dying i used to think death was the end but that was before i'm not scared anymore i know that my soul will transcend   i may never find all the answer i may never understand why i may never prove what i know to be true but i know that i still have to tryRepeat ChorusBridge move on be brave don't weep at my gravebecause i'm no longer herebut please never let your memoriesof me disappear http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/24/spirit_carries_on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:17:40 -0000 demonfade   Demonfade   half awake... partly alive in total control... but that was before. how you have fallen oh dark prince, broken are your scaled wings; no more slandering words from your condemned two-edged tongue, all they hear now is your endless pain. oh how love cut you deep... tears black as the night flow from your bloodshot eyes. where now is your grace? where now is your hellish laughter? you lurk ever so behind the pitch black sorrow from the pangs of love. how you've fallen with just an angel's smile... how soon will you see, you may fly you may lie you may deceive a civilization to its own demise but what you can never do... oh faithless one, is be happy with a girl for none could ever love a demon like you. oh now you hurt, now you weep... now you miss. but the worst way to miss someone is to see her almost everyday, to see her  smile, to hear her sweet voice... but to know that you can never be together. fly, fly free oh demonfade... let th... http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/23/demonfade Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:10:34 -0000 y?   the FALLEN ONE   what should the FALLEN do...  if he persists, the friendship DIES; if he remains, SANITY deserts him; if he leaves, all is lost FOREVER... a LEAP off a cliff with INJURED WINGS would do no good... not again, never again. should he STAY til he learns to FLY again? should he be CONTENT with the mere sight of her, and never long for more? one too many questions... a lot to care less about. if only the winds would stand still, even for a moment... if only seas of confusion came to calm, maybe then will answers come pouring like rain... maybe then, things would be clearer... maybe then, pain would never matter... maybe then, love would be lovelier... maybe then, friends would remain friends regardless of unwanted feelings... maybe then, friends would be better as lovers, and lovers would be better friends... maybe then... http://acideuri.multiply.com/journal/item/22/y Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:07:31 -0000